hard time

if I can not answer back ,if I can not take it,if I can not leave it,if I can not believe it ,then it hurts so much ,am trying to convince my self that it's not worth it and may be it's true but still it hurts ,yes love is blind but I wish I remain the same with whoever I think I love because I keep wounder is it me or them ? how come they can see me in this way or how come they didn't see me at all!!!!!!!!!every time I get hurt they are away ,they don't remind me all the time with what they did but now they are all around ,I have to see them and listen to them and feel them and this to much ...