buy me

believe me ,today am here in front of you between your hand still giving you chance...buy me ..tomorrow you look after me and you will not find me ..am not expensive for you ..nice talk ..good heart ..onesty..it was a song this is not my words ..it could be before but not any more..it hurt so much to not give you any more chances actually some times I regret that I gave all that love ..it hurt to remember ..I keep saying tomorrow you 'll forget a little bit but the problem is to forget what the love??? or the hate ..

tears

Am torn up ,am done ,all what I want is to be numb,don't feel any thing ,life became continuously headache and am trying to push my self day after day,I keep say the prayer of disasters even before they happen just to make sure or hope I'll remember them when it happen ,some times I say it'll not happen and convince my self to be happy till it happen if it happen ,but I keep failing ,I wish if someone there for me hold my head and if possible take my shoulders as well and cover them inside him and till me close your eyes and rest your brain ,relax cause am there .I'll be your eyes ,I'll be your brain ,every beat of your heart 'll be a laugh ,I love you and am there for you . Allah ...Allah ...Allah ...I know you are there looking at me and listening to me and always helping me and I know you will comfort me and that make me full of shame ,how can I ask you when I don't thank you .ungrateful stupid me..Am sorry for being me .am sorry Allah ,Am so sorry...